Current mood:	determined
Current music:	Morrissey-"I Dreamt Last Night Someone Loved Me"

so, here I am again folks.

Haven't updated you in oh so long.

But lemme tell ya, alot has happened.

This month has been spent in utter solitary, and god has it sucked. I've had absolutely no social life this summer. I miss having a social life, I miss having my friends always by my side.

"is this gonna be a pour your heart out entry" you ask? why yes, yes it is. Mainly because very few read my entries anyway..

okay so here goes..

garr, I'm lonely and it sucks. I want a man, just for the sake of having a man, and I know that that cant be good. I mean I have my heart set on one in particular, but since THAT doesnt seem to be happening. But now, Elise and I have decided that we gotta start fresh, from scratch, get over these guys and move on. The thing is, that is soo effin hard, good guys are sooo hard to find

no..they really are

I'm tired of high school guys (I mean there are a few exceptions to this rule), but the whole high school dating thing is just tedious and annoying.

god i just want a guy that:

makes me go weak at the knees

calls me beautiful (not sexy, hot or cute)

has a car (sigh, its really hard to have a relationship without one)

has that one look (ohh come one you know what I'm talking about) that makes you feel like he only has eyes for you..(even if he doesnt..lingering eyes dont matter to me)

bares a likeness to Daniel Johns (ahhh dreamy..lol..eww i'm such a girl)

likes music as much as I do..sings along and is as much of a dork about it as I am

makes me laugh..

can sing a Morrissey song without feeling stupid..lol

sigh, i could go on for ever, with the MOST cheesy girly things, but I'm not about that.

oh well, if things go badly on the dude front...i can just kidnap elise and move to canada...

and you know what, fuck it..i dont care if its a guy..

i just want a somebody, dont matter who.