Current mood:	hyper
Current music:	Deathcab For Cutie

Ohhh..You touch my Tralalala..mmmm my ding ding dong
Well...if I had a ding ding dong, you'd send it into spurts of tralalas.
OHHH!! am I ever pumped right now!!! chugging a whole pitcher of incredibly sugarized Koolaide with a bunch of people in drama...REALLY got me. I've been bouncing off the walls for hours....

Anyhoo, tomorrow I have SATs really really really early in the morning all the way in Severna Park. So my friday has indeed been shattered and will only consist of a few measly hours meandering around the mall and getting stoned. How sad.
So, I feel a little stupid pouring out my heart and what ever on a webpage that people will see, but I will anyway....
Don't you ever just feel like the people you care about most, just don't notice you? It's like, you know you don't "love" them, or at least your sure it's nothing deeper than that, its just pure and simple infatuation. But liking a person is just as hard as anything else. Sigh...I just need to move on and live. There are other fish in the sea. And, crushes..aren't they JUST the worst?? Ugh, it's like you lose your mind. Things I never cared about before I suddenly begin to care about. I feel so superficial. It sucks. I actually found myself asking someone if they thought I looked hot or not because I was actually concerned with whether or not I looked alright. Since when did I care that much? I mean, sure it's really nice to get confirmation and recognition, but geez.

So..other than that I'm okay.

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